escape

I feel like I just want to escape lately. 

But I don't know where.  

Times like this always make me wish I was bolder as human. Courageously chasing what I really want. Like inspiring people whose stories I read on books. Is that too much to live that kind of life? Or am I just a silly idealistic? Am I fooled by passion? 

Maybe only some people are granted with that; meanwhile for some others, they have to live their life like it is, passion simply works as placebo to keep these kind of people energizing. 

Or maybe it's really exist--deep in my heart I still believe that. Yes, maybe it exists, but I just don't know how to pursue it. I just let it go and continue this mundane---but at least help me pay the bill---zone.

And like all love story in the world, the main character is gonna regret for letting his/ her TRUE love go away.

Damn! *Penonton kecewa* *Apalagi pemainnya*

"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life---well, valuable, but small---and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night, dear void." ~Kathleen Kelly, You've Got Mail.